The Beginning of the Rising of the Real Catholic Church

It always starts with a little fire

Far be it from me to try and take the glory for any of what is happening, which you really need to see below, however, I did want to start with a little prologue about the effects that the actions of a single man can have. If you don’t care about my specific journey, just skip to the next bolded title, my part here is not important, but this post absolutely is. The Introduction to my specific history in it is only intended to motivate a reader who might assume he can only be a spectator instead of a main character in this. Do NOT live like that. Don’t be an NPC.

In 2013, in the space of a week,¹ I went from a Zen-Agnostic heathen with a rather hedonistic approach to life (and rather effective at it too) to a week of absolute Hell, and then, in a Road to Damascus moment, to a believer in a loving God that actually knew, and loved me specifically² along with everyone else, in their specific detail too.

Quite different from the intelligence behind creation I had always assumed existed from my logical and mathematical observations from my teens and early 20s, which was, at best, a very remote and somewhat abstract intelligence.

I spent the next four years obsessively researching Christianity, because by age 26 I had already dismissed pretty much all the main religions and quite a bit of side-issue ones too. I had read through the Bhagawad Gita of the Hindus, the writings of pretty much everyone from Krishnamurti to various Taoists, Buddhists, and so on and so forth. By that time, I had written The Face on Mars and concluded that there absolutely is an intelligence behind creation, and yes, one that went beyond the ancient astronaut hypothesis I laid out (correctly as it happens, but more on that elsewhere); in other words, I did believe in a “God” of some kind, but the rising from the dead story, the ever-present pedophiles in the “Catholic Church”, and the obvious con-men and frauds of Protestantism, had seen to it that Christianity in general had been also dismissed. And the next 17 years, bringing me to age 43 had not changed that view. In fact, if anything they had mostly solidified it in certain respects.

But now, I had an experience I could not deny, and the God I had personally experienced, certainly most closely resembled the Christian one. So I started to look into Christianity in detail.

Protestantism being absolutely absurd from any objective, logical perspective of anyone that is not brainwashed into it from birth, or mentally retarded, or both, I focused on the only three versions of Christianity that made any sense as possibly being true: Eastern Orthodoxy, the Copts or Catholicism.

Catholicism obviously had the strongest claim, since the Mass, when you look into it, has remained the same from the earliest times, even before the Bible was put together, to the present day.

And the Catholics, of course are the ones that actually put the Bible together, once they already had Popes, transubstantiation, a perpetually Virgin Mary, and so on, all things Protestants either ignore, deny in abysmal ignorance, since we have patristic writings proving them all, or lie about.

The Pope was always from the beginning known to be not only the first among equals, but the resolver of any disputes within the Church. And of course, when the Bible was put together Popes had already existed for a few hundred years.

Nevertheless, while historically the Catholics undoubtedly had the best claim, the current state of what I thought was the church was abysmal. Pedos everywhere, liars, cocaine fuelled gay orgies in the Vatican, it was Sodom and Gomorrah.

So I carried on studying and almost immediately I was attracted to the Eastern Orthodox. I had been training in Systema and then teaching it for years and the Russians were almost all orthodox and I liked their approach to theology and life. Practical, serious, no nonsense and yet aware of the mystic side of life even if… they appealed to the “mysteries” of God’s ways a little too often for my liking and with little regard to basic logic and reason. So I started again from the beginning and that is when I came across the Code of Canon Law of 1917. I bought it and read through it. Not for everyone, but then I used to read dictionaries as a kid.

And I came across Canon 188.4 and realised what had gone wrong with the Church. Vatican II was a takeover by Jewish inspired Freemasons and Protestants. Best case; because many of them are actual pedophile Satanists masquerading as “Catholic” clergy, and almost all have homosexual tendencies, and very often far worse than that: pedophile mental illness.

What I realised is that the Catholic Church is the One True Church and where the “Orthodox” shied away from “complex” issues, the Catholics did not. Nor did Catholicism do away with the mystical side of Christianity or the rituals. the Problem was not Catholicism. The Problem is that what most people THINK is Catholicism is a completely corrupt, false, and never was true, version of it, and has been so since 1958.

So I then delved into the whole effect of Vatican II, and in 2018 I produced a little book called BELIEVE!, mostly because I wanted to have a brief, not technical, yet still useful and referenced short book to cover the various belief systems prevalent around the world, and point out how all of them except one really not only fail in the logical tests, but failed to measurably improve humanity’s lot. Again… except ONE.

I wrote that book also without any real expectations of it doing well. I am abysmal at self-promotion, I care very little for fame or accolades, or what people in general think of me, and I write primarily as a way to leave the information in a permanent format for those who seek it and for my children.

As my grandfather said once I explained The Face on Mars to him: “You wrote it too early. Maybe in 200 years they might have caught up to what you are saying and they will agree with you then.”

Nevertheless, somewhat to my surprise, BELIEVE! did do well,³ and now I have lost count of how many people wrote and told me they and their friends, extended families, and so on, have converted to proper Catholicism, which, detailed though the issue is, for those who care, the only valid clergy left are Sedevacantists, (the ones who say the last valid Pope was Pius XII, who died on 9th October 1958, so are generally known as 1958 Sedes) and the only ones without serious error are the Totalists (see the details below).

Well over a hundred, and possibly two hundred or more people now, that I am aware of, have converted as a result of reading BELIEVE! The real number may be a lot higher for all I know. I have several emails from people who bought up to ten copies and sent them to friends, gave them away, and even left them lying around on Novus Ordo Church⁴ pews.

Well, that gave me the impetus to write a far more detailed book, called Reclaiming The Catholic Church, in 2020.

And because of that I have made life-long friends that saw my YouTube Videos and read that book and became hardcore 1958 Sedes like myself.

Back in 2020, in RTCC, I had already concluded the obvious:

• The Fake Novus Orco Church is entirely false from top to bottom. There is NO redeeming it possible.

• By infallible magisterium and Divine Law, any heretic clergy, even if he should honestly EVER truly repent, will NEVER be allowed to offer the sacraments legitimately or have ANY authority over ANYONE. The entirety of the rest of their life should be spend sequestered in a monastery in perpetual penance until death. That is the rule, which is perfectly logical and spelt out in detail in the Papal Bull of Pope Paul IV in Cum Ex Apostolato Officio, which specified that anyone, including a Pope, who went heretic, could NEVER return to any kind of official position within the Church. And anyone that promoted heresy publicly and pertinaciously, was a heretic regardless, and no tribunal, judgement or official pronouncement was required, the law itself being judge, jury and executioner, as Canon 188.4 explicitly states. this means NONE of the Satanists pretending to be Catholic in the Vatican can EVER be redeemed or trusted with the offices they have usurped and occupy totally illegitimately. This matters because the Sedeprivationists instead like to pretend that such people could spontaneously “repent” and become “good Catholics”, which is absurd on its face, but also completely illogical, it is saying you should trust a lying murderer when he simply says he is no longer a lying murderer. Take him at his word why don’t you!

• People like Vigano are just another version of snake-gate-keeper, and maybe even worse so than the obvious homosexuals like Milo and Gary of now defunct “Church Militant” who pretend to be “Catholics” in the fake New Orcs so as to prevent actual men from finding their way to the TRUE Church, which still exists (and always will since the Gates of Hell shall not prevail against it).

• And finally, that not only was sedevacantism the only place Catholicism remained, but the Sedeprivationist version of it was nonsensical and clearly wrong.

• Therefore, the ONLY way the Church was going to recover was for the remaining valid clergy to call an imperfect council (a specific technical term that allows for a council to be called just for such an eventuality to elect a valid and real Pope from the available possible men able to be one.

The danger here is only that since Sedevacantists are a minority today, doing so would result in the easy accusation from the now fooled majority of lay people that such a Pope was a “trailer park Pope”. There have been various rather bizarre and frankly not mentally adjusted people who got themselves voted as “Popes” by their mother and neighbours and possibly their dog.

Some are just relatively harmless crazies, some are the usual brand of con-man that infests Protestantism top to bottom, and some are actual spooks (see the “Old Catholic Church” that was involved with everything from Lee Harvey Oswald to Jack Parsons and the Jet Propulsion Laboratories) trying to further discourage the last remnant of the Church.

Nevertheless, this having to call a real council with the remaining bishops and priests, and voting in a real Pope, remains the only way to heal the Church, and while it may LOOK hopeless, you need to remember two things, that we Catholics absolutely not only believe, but we have two-thousand years of proof for:

1. Numbers mean nothing. The Crusaders often fought odds of 100:1 against them and won. Catholicism (i.e. Christianity) was started with eleven men that feared for their lives and four women. There are countless times when against absolutely hopeless odds Catholicism rose beyond anyone’s reasonable or even unreasonable expectations. Catholics were persecuted, fed to lions, burned alive after being crucified, and killed on sight by the most powerful Pagan empire the world has even seen, that lasted longer than any other empire the Earth has ever had, and ended up converting it to Catholicism. The Arian heresy converted to error 97 to 99% of ALL Bishops alive at the time, not unlike the crisis today where literally every single official or “clergy” in the Novus Orco is a fake, a fraud, a homosexual, communist, freemason or pedophile.⁵ In short, we are not intimidated by numbers. Catholicism is not a social club. It’s the truth. And whether it be one against a billion or not, we do not retreat a single inch, just as St. Bernard wrote for Catholic Knights.

2. Jesus is King and He said He would remain with us. The reason that there is such a thing as Papal infallibility, and the Infallible Magisterium of Catholic Dogma, is not because anyone human is infallible, including any Pope. What Catholicism does have however, is the promise of Christ that He will always be with us until End Times. So the infallibility is provided not by any human attribute, but only by Christ’s infallibility, which will intercede when a valid, real Pope speaks officially for the Church. Hence the doctrine of Catholicism has remained valid and unsoiled even by the various degenerates we had as VALID, Popes. Though abysmal people at a human level, the various Borgias, occasional gay Pope, or the ones indulging in orgies, or promoting relatives to Cardinalship for power and money, though they did much damage, they never attacked the DOCTRINE of the Church. As Catholics, we know all humans are one variety of scum or other, including even the valid Popes, (though some have been truly saintly people, Pope Pius X being an example), but we also know God did not abandon the Church during the persecutions by Nero, the heresies of the Arians, the many, many, lies of the Protestants, and on, and on, and on. And we have prophecies from various Saints spanning centuries that the harsh times of the present were always going to happen, before either the end times comes, or a renewal of the Church that lasts another thousand years before the actual End Times. Now, it is pointless to speculate which it is, because no one, not even Jesus knows the hour, only God the Father, so you may as well act as you always should as a Catholic, regardless. And that means to help yourself, to be as Catholic as you can. And trust God will help you too, as long as you do your part! Spread the truth, as far and wide as you can, and do your utmost best to renew, reinvigorate and grow the real Catholic Church.

Now, six years after I wrote Reclaiming the Catholic Church, others, some of whom I am sure were at least a little influenced by some of my work,⁶ have produced a brilliant site (in multiple languages too) that once and for all clarifies that the only CORRECT Catholic clergy are the 1958 Totalists, as they are known. And that every real Catholic should now rally behind that view.

The Sedeprivationist clergy, we need to be clear, are VALID Catholic clergy, but they are in SERIOUS error, and at least one Bishop of that ideology is clearly so enamoured with his own standing that he wants everyone to bend to his ideas of the Sedeprivationist thesis, and expects any priests being ordained under his purview to adhere to the absurd thesis in order to go through seminaries he has instituted or has control over.

A New Beginning

Well… now, a very brave, young, and awesome Bishop I had not heard of before, His Excellency Bishop Pierre Roy, I believe he is Canadian, has given a sermon that will send shockwaves throughout ALL Sede types, and probably utterly terrify the pedophiles in the Vatican, and their Protector and Vicar of Pedophiles on Earth, fake “Pope” Bob.

The post he refers to at the beginning, (along with his blog) is here.

He is effectively calling ALL actual Catholics to rally, and this will undoubtedly boost the effect that has already been happening, and that I have personally seen for the last 5 years: A rapid increase in young people who make a lot of children, or already have a lot of children, joining Totalist Sedevacantist churches and Holy Masses.

Coincidentally, just a few minutes ago, I got yet another message of a man I have been in contact with for a few years: His wife recently just got baptised and took the first proper Holy Communion. He said (before even reading this, as it is not yet published as I write this): “Add another one to your list.”

I have seen a Protestant man with 10 children get swayed over the years, by my vicious arguments on Facebook in a group that I used to be in before it was nuked by some tranny at Faceborg, suddenly become Catholic after he researched the truth, and his father was a missionary protestant that was killed in Turkey before he was born. Meaning he had very strong personal reasons not to do so. Yet… for those of us who care about the truth above all else, we can’t live a lie.

God bless this Bishop the people who wrote Contra-Thesis, and all Catholics around the world.

And if you are a layman that thinks this must be some weird little cult, please educate yourself. You don’t need to buy my books, but if you want a detailed reasoning with all the references of what really happened to the Catholic Church in 1958 and where we are today, you will save yourself a lot of time by reading RTCC.

I will be posting more on this topic in the days, weeks and months to come.

And just to be clear, again, my own personal story and involvement is ONLY to be taken as inspiration for your own life. As Pope Pious XII clearly stated, the most heroic of all Catholics are the day-to-day men and women who become husbands and wives and make Catholic families. And you have no idea whatsoever how any action you take may ripple out to affect so many others over the years and time.

So… spread the word. And become a proper Catholic. Don’t assume you are an NPC.

It is starting. Because never until today has any valid Bishop had the audacity to do what His Excellency Bp. Pierre Roy⁷ has just done.

I feel a little giddy, maybe like the Catholic Knights, Barons and Princes present at the speech Urban II gave in 1095.

Of course, I am only a minor noble, being a mere Patrician, so my contribution to the new crusade may be small, but then… everything is weaker and more degraded today, which… coincidentally, given how God operates and has done over the last two millennia, and allowing for His very funny sense of humour, probably means the forces of Evil are in for a very rough time starting from the day of this sermon: 1/1/2026.

Deo Gloria, et Deus Vult.

1. My 15 month old daughter was kidnapped to Brazil by her mother. After not sleeping for a week, I went to see the film Cloud Atlas without any interest in it whatsoever, it was just a way to try to distract my brain from the mental torture I would not wish on anyone, that I was experiencing. I did not try to follow the plot really, I was just letting it go through me. And when I walked out of that three hour film, I had an experience I can never relate to another person in a way that doesn’t seem the result of drugs, (never took any) hallucination from lack of sleep (yes you CAN go 7 days without sleep. I don’t advise it, and apparently the record before you literally go insane is 11 days) or some other mental process. But the reality is that now 13 years after the fact, that experience remains the most objectively real event I ever experienced. And I had a pretty crazy life and seen and lived through some very strange things already. I knew then, God not only existed, but the statement God is Love, is the closest and most accurate description of Him.

2. Which until that day was a totally absurd concept; that an actual omnipotent God could care about me personally! How improbable, when you consider the size of the known universe, never mind the unknown universe. And it took me years to at least accept it intellectually. And even today, I struggle with it sometimes, despite evidence so overwhelming, that I can only apologise to Him for my being such an ungrateful retard, pretty much every second of my existence.

3. In the sense that a lot of people have been affected by it. My books are not and have never been a main source of income for me, And the number of professional writers who can survive just writing, never mind to really well, are less than the number of professional baseball players, though it would be nice if one day I would become one of them.

4. The FAKE “new” and “Catholic” Satanist Church, which I refer to as Novus Orco.

5. Most people are unaware none of these categories can be clergy, by Divine law and Catholic dogma.

6. Though I am also aware many others beside me did their part, and I personally am not the creator of this site, nor did I write the contra-thesis.

7. Incidentally, his name is a French slightly corrupted version of the word King. And some of the Prophecies mention that a French King would start a rebirth of the real Church, that there would be wars, that France would nearly be obliterated, but in the end, the Real Church would be restored and reign anew for a 1,000 years, before the real End times come. So… I don’t put any stock in prophecies, but it’s still worth mentioning. Yes I know he’s Canadian, but they are basically exiled French.